Re-Launching of Miss Miller's Edventures

Maybe it was out of pure delusion from not sleeping for 26 hours straight.  Or the coffee Mama Miller and I grabbed on the way out of the airport at 5am this morning. When most normal people would have hit the pillow, I decided I couldn't pass up a beautiful Minnesota Morning for a run.  Wow, am I thankful I did.  During this run all of this crazy passion and inspiration from an incredible SDE conference, the encouragement (and a little bit of a push) Mama Miller has given me, and our bible study readings all came together. That seems like a mouthful.  Let me back up a bit.

Recently I joined a local women's bible study.  We are reading and discussing this fabulous book by Susie Larson, Your Beautiful Purpose.  In our discussions we've been sharing what we sense God is calling us to do.  I'll be completely honest up until about an hour ago I had absolutely no clue.  As I was catching up on the reading I missed from this weeks session (Yes, bible study ladies if you are reading this, I was behind).  Anyways, yesterday I caught up on the facing your fears chapter.  As I was reading this I couldn't stop highlighting but for the life of me I couldn't really think of a fear I had in my life at the moment.  Not that I thought I didn't have any, believe me I have a ton, but I just couldn't put my "finger" on it.  Now let me back up a little more.

I'm sure most of you are so very aware, cause I never spare a moment to share it, I am crazy passionate about being a teacher.  This week I was blessed with the opportunity to travel to Las Vegas, Nevada for the National I Teach 2nd conference hosted by SDE.  The inspiration and passion all of the presenters and teachers had has completely consumed me.

Alright, I think this is where it all comes together.  On my run this morning God spoke to me. I know, I know, it sounds crazy.  I've always been that girl that's been like "Okay, sure...'God spoke to you.'" (Which is awful.  I've been praying about it.)  None the less, it happened but not through "his voice" through a song that I've been listening to about a thousand times a day for the past few weeks.

I highly recommend listening, but take caution it's a bit addicting.

Suddenly I realized my call is to blog.  I started blogging my first year teaching first grade but my fears consumed me.  I was so afraid of what others would think of me, or readers judging my writing, that my coworkers would think I was one of "those teachers", and convinced myself I had nothing to share that would be of any value to anyone else.  Which is where the bible study readings come in.

Deuteronomy 31:6 says, "Be strong. Take courage. Don't be intimidated. Don't give them a second thought because God, your God, is striding ahead of you.  He's right there with you.  He won't let you down; he won't leave you." 

"He qualifies those He calls.  If you'll walk forward in faith, you will find Him there to meet you every step of the way."-Susie Larson, Your Beautiful Purpose

I truly believe I wouldn't be consumed with this crazy passion/calling if he didn't put it there or intend to give me the tools I need to successfully do so.

To address those fears I have had many friends and family share with me how much they love my posts about my students and about my faith (I think they were being genuine about it.)  As far as readers judging my writing, my second graders seem to think I'm a pretty phenomenal writer. I tell them the more they practice the better they will become.  I guess I should probably start leading by example.  I'm completely embarrassed I even admitted I was afraid of my coworkers thoughts.  All of my coworkers have been nothing more than great supporters of all my dreams and have become great friends!  I don't know what I would do or where I would be without them. They have been a true blessing in my story. (Sorry ladies, I love you all!!!) Finally, I still don't know if anything I have to share will be of any value to anyone out there but I'm convinced this was put on my heart for a reason.  Maybe it's so I don't turn into a crazy person keeping all my passions in my head.  I pray it's to share some courage and stir up a little passion in a friend somewhere along the line.

So here's to the "re-launching" of Miss Miller's Edventures.  I can't wait to share my "edventures" with each of you.

P.S. I'm sure there are an unbelievable amount of errors in this post.  I realize it's most likely extrememly challenging to follow my "miss-mash" of thoughts. BUT I'm currently running on a solid 28 hours of no sleep.  I'd appreciate sparing me a bit of forgiveness.

Do Life Big Friends!

Blessings,